hey its me again im on vactaion this time ya ik what ur thinkin y do u have ur computer on vacation but it was eather that or go insane u no.....this vacation is ok if it wasen tfor my cuzions tho id be deppressed worse then i am they have hung out wiff me when my dad and bro go hang out and my mom lays out wiff out them idk what i would do cuz id be all by my self my parents say we are leaveing tommorow idk y tho they are just jerks and dont get it we only got here yesterday ik i probly sound like im always complaining but i got to let it out somewhere or id go insane my ex who i might be still in love wiff not sure yet....i dont wannna b i dont think im kinda mad at him cuz he has a gf but he got all pissed off last night when me and an old ex of mine where jokeing around we wearnt even really flirting we dont like eatch other like that no more....my best guy friend i have a thing for and when he get high he tells me he likes me to and all this but when he comes back around he denis it so who no if its true or not then this other guy im takeing to i have liked for a while but i just now got the guts to tell him he likes me to but i dont think we will date one because he doesnt like haveing a gf and i get that i mean if u no u cant be faithful y even try u no all u will do is hurt u or someone u care bout then my new friend is reayy cute he kinda look like my bestfriend but he has a gf i think he has a thing for me tho cuz he was like geting me horny and stuff just cuz he knew he could and then there my best girl friends or my (wife for the summer lol inside joke) ex bf i kinda like hi mand he asked me to go streking wiff him i wont manly cuz my parents wont let me do anything it sucks bad but how can i stop it ya no but anyway what does it matter im kinda sleepy and prob bout to have a fight wiff my ex again so i guess ill write later
your depressed,confused,sleepy,horny,upset,loveing emogirl
