i love him i think well it feels like love but im not sure hes amazeing when im with him i feel whole but then when we are away from eatch other i feel like ive had a whole put in my heart and then i like him and i no i shouldnt be i do hes sweet charming and sencitive anyway my bf doesnt no me and i want him to im trying to talk to him and tell him things but he want tell me things about him its like hes keeping me out but i guess if he dont want me in i shouldnt push my luck but i guess thats y i find my self staying up late talking to the other for hes going throw the same things i am she wont let him touch her not even a hug i see his pain and i hate seeing him sad for he has made me feel so much better idk what to do then my other friend is finding him self with me in his heart yet hes in my soul i feel him there its like hes always been there ik him yet ive just meat him idk its crazy but then again my life is crazy isent it. but anyway enoffe about my drama tonight is about the true reason i came to blogg im stressed cuz i start collage in jan so i have to take the act the 23rd my grades cant drop below a b and idk what to do. sometimes i wonder y im so smart is it a curse or a blessing idk yet idk if ill ever no but intill i find out
your loveing emo girl <3
