ok honestly right now i really need to vent ik i havent been on here in forever but right now idc but i will tell u what i do care about i care about a guy who is my whole world hes everything ive dreamed of and more and he leave in 27 days to go into the united states army and ik i shouldnt be sad but i not only because hes leave but because my parents forbidded me to love him 3 mounths ago and when he leaves idk if ill get to see him for 3 years but ik i will  write to him every chance i get and when i graduate and can leave to go to him i will and ill marrie him cuz honestly i love him fornow and forever and no one will stand in my way so intill i get to spend time with him ill fall asleep in his jacket and miss him because im never going to give up and neither is he i hope he is my everything and im his blue rose :)