Friday, May 27, 2011

pics i like






these are just some pics i really like :) love ur adorable emo girl :)

my paarents suck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

u might be wondering y this is titled what it is bu it because im 99.99% sure my parents hate me why eles would they try so dang hard to ruin my life??? they refuse to let me go to my bfs house cuz im not 16...but when it was the  guy they had picked for me i went over there everyday almost.......but on top of that my mom thinks she nos every thing bout me and shes trying to tell me wat my feeling are about  when she wont even let me tell her them.....cuz being in a failing marriage for 16 years makes her the best dang person ever in love advice i mean it issent like she is perfect cuz i don't think sleeping with 3 different guys in bout 3 months is perfect explicitly when ur divorce has when throw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and now shes acting all freakin godly ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i cant stand her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  me and my dad barely talk so it issent like im geting anyhelp there :( i cant wait till im 18. oh not to Menuhin i woke up this morning to find something very important to me broken in half. the favortiseum between me and my bother is sooooooooooooo a pain in the butt the jerk gets almost anything he wants and says whatever he wants on top of that i cant stand any of this

 your sad hopeless emogirl :(

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

never been more confused EVER!!!!!!!!!!

My lifeis hard as u can tell but now its confuseing cuz i have a new bf and hes awesome inless we are fighting witch we do alot cuz i have alot of guy friensds he doesnt like at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but its ok one of my guy firends is really cute and i kinda wanna be wiff him but at the same time i love my bf and wanna stay wiff him even tho we have only been together 3 weeks and 2days :) im writeing this in my tect classs and its wierd cuz a guy i like is siting bhind me im just thankful the print is to small to be seen and his bestfriend is beside me but thats enoofe bout them:) i was unsure if i wanted to stay wiff my bf cuz theres a good chance my parents wont let me hang out cuz my mom found out we got in a fight and he yelled at me so now she says hes got alot of proveing to do.....i really wanna c him tho cuz summer is comeing in like 2 days and its going to suck if we dont get to hang out  if we dont ill have to hang out wiff some of my other guy friends one of the guys i like none of my friends like and they call him a man hoe but idc cuz hes not what they think hes really sweet but ..idk my friends bf told me he was in love wiff me the other day and idk wat to do bout that eather oh well idc cuz im not going to worrie bout it once school ends cuz i plain on geting a nice tan and spending most my time by my pool :) i think im going to stay wiff my bf :) even if we dont get along sometimes hes still awesome when he wants to be well ill blog again later the guy beside me is trying to read this lol :)