never been more confused EVER!!!!!!!!!!

My lifeis hard as u can tell but now its confuseing cuz i have a new bf and hes awesome inless we are fighting witch we do alot cuz i have alot of guy friensds he doesnt like at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but its ok one of my guy firends is really cute and i kinda wanna be wiff him but at the same time i love my bf and wanna stay wiff him even tho we have only been together 3 weeks and 2days :) im writeing this in my tect classs and its wierd cuz a guy i like is siting bhind me im just thankful the print is to small to be seen and his bestfriend is beside me but thats enoofe bout them:) i was unsure if i wanted to stay wiff my bf cuz theres a good chance my parents wont let me hang out cuz my mom found out we got in a fight and he yelled at me so now she says hes got alot of proveing to do.....i really wanna c him tho cuz summer is comeing in like 2 days and its going to suck if we dont get to hang out  if we dont ill have to hang out wiff some of my other guy friends one of the guys i like none of my friends like and they call him a man hoe but idc cuz hes not what they think hes really sweet but ..idk my friends bf told me he was in love wiff me the other day and idk wat to do bout that eather oh well idc cuz im not going to worrie bout it once school ends cuz i plain on geting a nice tan and spending most my time by my pool :) i think im going to stay wiff my bf :) even if we dont get along sometimes hes still awesome when he wants to be well ill blog again later the guy beside me is trying to read this lol :)